aku xtaw nk ckp ape but juz nk luah sumthng yg xpenah aku sngka akn jdi... :)
Alhamdulillah hdup aku dh kembali normal ari nie...tpi xsemuanya akan jadi cm 2 slalu....
aku baru nk rasa selesa lpas mcm2 yg dh jdi.....
at last this everning aku nmpak satu drama @ satu kecurangan @ satu penipuan...ntah la ...aku sendiri xbley nk classify bnda nie....
serius aku ckp mmg rasa down sngt2...
juz feel like want to cry but no tears come out...
rasa sakit sngt2 lam hati tdi lpas nmpk "sketsa" terhebat tdi.....
aku naik solat,stay calm..tpi xboley...i need sumbody...
kol mida@my bestie..."mido ko kt ne,aku nk g blik" dy ckp "ok2" sbb dy tawu sumthng dh jdi...
so aku trun g blik dy....
after going to her room my tears come out....
lama sngt aku nagis ari nie....tersedu sedan aku...
mida juz say "nadia kenapa nie,sabar nadia,jgn cmni" bnyk kali dy ckp...
but my tears never stop...
i need to stop it...then alya kol "nad,kt na??"
aku ckp la "aku kt bwah dh..aku tnggu ang kt bwah k"...
then g koko at BKM 2.17...
smpai ja dpan klas da org g....aku nk nmpk that person...
aku blah g tnggu kt koridor....dy datang slumber ja n ckp "HAI"....mcm xda yg jadi...
serius aku rasa bengkek jew ngan dy...aku blah g duk kt tmpat lain...
to that "person"...thanls 4 doing my life like this.....
bru ja baik xsmpai 24 jam dh wat mcm nie...so soooooo hepi.. :) :) :)
k la..penat nk cita lagi...rasa lega sket kowt kn..
hope tomorrow will be better...amin :)
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